ok all of a sudden in the past hour, about a hundred little things just balled up together. you know how one little annoying thing you can easily blow off? well if they all ball up and get you at once, you become pretty pissed at everything. thank god i have a blog here cause if not i'd have nothing to vent at except my friends online and i really don't want to take it out on any of them cause i'm really really stressed out at the moment. don't read below if you don't want to be freaked out:
1030pm the LONGEST APSA COMMITTEE MEETING EVER finally ended and as i ran to my car (which was parked far away because the cross parking lot was full), i pull out my phone and notice my mom was trying to call me asking why in the hell i wasn't home. anyway i quickly call and tell them i'll be home as soon as possible.
11pm i finally get home and blah:
- i see luggage packed and ready to go in the living room. i'm like "why who's leaving" and they told me my uncle Paul was leaving back for the PI tomorrow. well i knew he was going to visit only for a few days but nobody told me he'd be leaving tomorrow morning. i mean i haven't seen him since i went to the PI more than 8 years ago, and the last time he saw me before then was i was a newborn in 1982 when he came to visit my mom (his sister) who just gave birth to me. and my uncle Paul is really cool, he's a smoker and proud of it, he cusses regularly, and he whistles while he's in the bathroom taking a squat. he's like the coolest uncle you've ever met because he's hella funny too. he told me to graduate college and go to the PI and together we'd rob the government of all it's money. i mean i already researched money laundering, offshore accounts, and other illegal activites. anyway my mom said he got tired of waiting up for me to get home, so he had already went to sleep. he's leaving at 530am too, meaning if i want to say bye to him, i'd only be giving myself 5 hours of sleep, and that's the WORST thing you can do if you have a cold; getting less than 8 hours of sleep a night is basically murdering your immune system
- ok so yeah, that leads into the fact that i'm still sick. it was getting horrible during my 102 quiz this afternoon, cause kent could hear me having trouble breathing and having to stop every few minutes to take a breather cause i had major nasal congestion, meaning i had to breath slowly and through my mouth. my stupid medications aren't working, i've tried Aleve and Sudogest (yes gina i tried it) and now i'm on Actifed, and i've been using Vicks every night. this damn thing won't go away. being sick is annoying, and it keeps me from visiting alicia because i don't want to get her sick cause she doesn't have the strongest immune system either.
- i also got home and noticed there was nothing non-meat to eat, cause there was chicken adobo in a pot and there was freakin Spam out there. i was like "how come you let me eat spam in the morning but didn't tell me it was ash wednesdsay" and my mom was like oh well don't worry it's ok you didn't have ashes yet and anyway we all forgot not to eat meat in the morning too. normally i'm fine with having a non-serious religious background, cause my mom and grandma are fairly religious but my dad sister and i are not. the thing that was annoying happened at school though, cause like all my catholic friends got ashes, and although i'm not a religious person i still felt very left out. i still didn't go to church to get ashes cause if i did i'd feel like i'm doing it "to be like my friends" and that's not why you do religious things.
- i was walking up the stairs with a giant glass of orange juice cause that's the only thing my sore throat can handle, and it spilled over so i had to spend 5 min cleaning it out of the carpet. that was hella annoying.
- i walked into my room and then a big pile of clothes was sitting on the stand next to my door and i bumped into it sending the clothes to the ground. at that point i was so frustrated i kicked the entire pile across the room in frustration.
- i've been at school 14 hours a day for the past two days and i have like ZERO time to clean my room, which in addition to those clothes i kicked over, other clothes are scattered all over my bed and my blanket is on the floor, basically rendering my bed un-sleepable until i clean it up, but from the tone of my typing does it seem like i feel like making a bed?
- as i type this, a fellow blogger of mine had a similar tone to their blog, but some random jerk on the internet comes by their comment page and writes "omg you whine so much stop crying at least you have a home a school and a roof to sleep under" and other cliches. i can totally predict someone doing that to me. so if you're just going to flame me in my comment page, give it up because as you can see nobody really cares about trolls on the internet who think it's "funny" to flame people's blogs because they have no life of their own.
- i hate 109 homework which i have to do in the next 20 minutes or else i'm not going to get any sleep.
- there's a tiny fly in my room and i can't catch it.
ok that felt much better letting that all out. i'll be back to normal in a few more minutes, let me go get ready for bed and take all my homework out and set it up so i can finish it as soon as possible. when i'm normal and rested tomorrow morning, i'll make a blog of the good things that happened wednesday, with stuff like 102 studying and the quiz, and a cool apsa talent show meeting activity.
1030pm the LONGEST APSA COMMITTEE MEETING EVER finally ended and as i ran to my car (which was parked far away because the cross parking lot was full), i pull out my phone and notice my mom was trying to call me asking why in the hell i wasn't home. anyway i quickly call and tell them i'll be home as soon as possible.
11pm i finally get home and blah:
- i see luggage packed and ready to go in the living room. i'm like "why who's leaving" and they told me my uncle Paul was leaving back for the PI tomorrow. well i knew he was going to visit only for a few days but nobody told me he'd be leaving tomorrow morning. i mean i haven't seen him since i went to the PI more than 8 years ago, and the last time he saw me before then was i was a newborn in 1982 when he came to visit my mom (his sister) who just gave birth to me. and my uncle Paul is really cool, he's a smoker and proud of it, he cusses regularly, and he whistles while he's in the bathroom taking a squat. he's like the coolest uncle you've ever met because he's hella funny too. he told me to graduate college and go to the PI and together we'd rob the government of all it's money. i mean i already researched money laundering, offshore accounts, and other illegal activites. anyway my mom said he got tired of waiting up for me to get home, so he had already went to sleep. he's leaving at 530am too, meaning if i want to say bye to him, i'd only be giving myself 5 hours of sleep, and that's the WORST thing you can do if you have a cold; getting less than 8 hours of sleep a night is basically murdering your immune system
- ok so yeah, that leads into the fact that i'm still sick. it was getting horrible during my 102 quiz this afternoon, cause kent could hear me having trouble breathing and having to stop every few minutes to take a breather cause i had major nasal congestion, meaning i had to breath slowly and through my mouth. my stupid medications aren't working, i've tried Aleve and Sudogest (yes gina i tried it) and now i'm on Actifed, and i've been using Vicks every night. this damn thing won't go away. being sick is annoying, and it keeps me from visiting alicia because i don't want to get her sick cause she doesn't have the strongest immune system either.
- i also got home and noticed there was nothing non-meat to eat, cause there was chicken adobo in a pot and there was freakin Spam out there. i was like "how come you let me eat spam in the morning but didn't tell me it was ash wednesdsay" and my mom was like oh well don't worry it's ok you didn't have ashes yet and anyway we all forgot not to eat meat in the morning too. normally i'm fine with having a non-serious religious background, cause my mom and grandma are fairly religious but my dad sister and i are not. the thing that was annoying happened at school though, cause like all my catholic friends got ashes, and although i'm not a religious person i still felt very left out. i still didn't go to church to get ashes cause if i did i'd feel like i'm doing it "to be like my friends" and that's not why you do religious things.
- i was walking up the stairs with a giant glass of orange juice cause that's the only thing my sore throat can handle, and it spilled over so i had to spend 5 min cleaning it out of the carpet. that was hella annoying.
- i walked into my room and then a big pile of clothes was sitting on the stand next to my door and i bumped into it sending the clothes to the ground. at that point i was so frustrated i kicked the entire pile across the room in frustration.
- i've been at school 14 hours a day for the past two days and i have like ZERO time to clean my room, which in addition to those clothes i kicked over, other clothes are scattered all over my bed and my blanket is on the floor, basically rendering my bed un-sleepable until i clean it up, but from the tone of my typing does it seem like i feel like making a bed?
- as i type this, a fellow blogger of mine had a similar tone to their blog, but some random jerk on the internet comes by their comment page and writes "omg you whine so much stop crying at least you have a home a school and a roof to sleep under" and other cliches. i can totally predict someone doing that to me. so if you're just going to flame me in my comment page, give it up because as you can see nobody really cares about trolls on the internet who think it's "funny" to flame people's blogs because they have no life of their own.
- i hate 109 homework which i have to do in the next 20 minutes or else i'm not going to get any sleep.
- there's a tiny fly in my room and i can't catch it.
ok that felt much better letting that all out. i'll be back to normal in a few more minutes, let me go get ready for bed and take all my homework out and set it up so i can finish it as soon as possible. when i'm normal and rested tomorrow morning, i'll make a blog of the good things that happened wednesday, with stuff like 102 studying and the quiz, and a cool apsa talent show meeting activity.
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