in high school you was the man, homie

i was just looking at my schedule for this week then i compared it with alice's, and sadly we won't get to spend that much time together like usual.
i know a bunch of you readers out there are like "oh shut up at least you have someone, stop whining", so yeah i'll keep it short. i'm just have to learn to accept that you can't spend like, every day with the person you want to be with, too many other responsibilities and committments get in the way (did i spell that right, is it one T or to Ts after the Ms....) that's why i can't wait for next quarter, when i don't have 4 classes anymore.
so yeah i have to get through this week, with 165 homework which is short enough but is like, in some strange foreign digital circuit language where the pull up network consists of NMOSes. there's also a 107 midterm. oh yeah i know what we can talk about, 107!!!
107 is like, so daunting right now. it's not even the hardest class, but it's by far the class i'm doing the poorest in. 165 and 158a are way harder, but i'm doing better in those than i am in 107 (poor cse 21, gets lost among the big boy classes from ECE). any of you ever feel that way? like you know that a class is "doable", yet you just seem to screw it up anyway? it's so frustrating, and you swear at the beginning of the quarter it was going to be "the easy class". now you're all trying to play catch up and it hurts all your other classes, and down the glass spiral staircase you fall until at the bottom you roll to a stop, looking back up through the ceilings through which you can peer but cannot reach...
ohhhhhh snap, that was a really nice sentence i just wrote! *zing*

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